Liyana Ramlan at 8:35 PM

Liyana Ramlan at 8:28 PM

Okay I just found out that 75% of stress isn't from the moment you feel stressed, it's from a week or two of bottled up emotions. How am I supposed to bring out my raw emotions, when I go to sleep as early as 9 p.m almost every single night?! Oh well, except for weekends. My body has gotten into an unfortunate habit of waking up at 6am every morning. I'm always busy with work. My life is so sad so tragic so dull so plain; you don't want to be me!

Some things just don't change. It's 11:55 p.m, way past my sleeping time but here I am, still awake, waiting for midnight, just to wish a friend happy birthday at the strike of 12. Happy 20th Birthday Sa'idah Hazirah. Walau jauh di mata namun dekat di hati, InsyaAllah :)
Liyana Ramlan at 11:55 PM

Liyana Ramlan at 4:00 PM

Liyana Ramlan at 4:54 PM

Seri Suhailah Ishak

Over time, I learnt there are people who aren't good for us. There are also people who are not meant to fit in your life, no matter how much you want them to. After all these years, I'm glad you're not one of those people who aren't good for me. I don't have to wear a mask, I don't have to be someone else to fit in your life. I know I can always count on you. I know I have a friend in you that will always be true. Please know that your black clouds are mine too; we'll go through the rain and storm together okay? Side by side.
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Please eh takmo sedih-sedih! Happy 20th birthday Seri Suhailah Ishak :)

Liyana Ramlan at 3:30 AM

Liyana Ramlan at 1:33 AM

Of Dan Brown, Without wax and The Lost Symbol.

"Since the days of Michelangelo, sculptors had been hiding the flaws in their work by smearing hot wax into the cracks and then dabbing the wax with stone dust. The method was considered cheating, and therefore, any sculpture "without wax" - literally sin cera - was considered a "sincere" piece of art. The phrase stuck. To this day we still sign our letters "sincerely" as a promise that we have written "without wax" and that our words are true."

- Dan Brown, The Lost Symbol.
Liyana Ramlan at 8:43 AM

"Every step you take every move you make I'll be watching you" may be indirectly telling us that every action we take and every word we say will have a lasting effect on others. Few years down the road, others will still be thinking about what we said and how we treated them. As much as I would like to put the past behind me; forget the harsh words they've said and the mean actions they've done to me, I'm just like everyone else who forgive but never forget.

Of course, I've done and said so many things I'm not proud of. Sometimes I do feel terrible about it but I learnt my lesson, I avoid thinking about it and I try to get it right as often as I can. In recent days, I've been thinking and it suddenly dawned upon me that some things just don't change. We may be busy with our own lives for months but when we meet out of the blue, we still care for each other, joke around and remind ourselves like we used to. There are just some people, you always go back to. Oh man, it feels just like the good old days~

Marina's solemnization and wedding was a blast. In, wish you were here with us. Finally, I got a green light from my beloved father to drive them around. From Eunos to Bedok to Eunos to Hougang to Punggol to Pasir Ris and finally Tampines. Juwairiyah, Sa'idah and Kak Eim was my first three passenger. Parking, overtaking and changing of lanes. There's still a lot to learn! After the whole ceremony was over, my heart feels so heavy to bid farewell to them. I wonder why.


Liyana Ramlan at 11:58 PM

First and foremost, Imagine that was really really sweet. What's up with me and nickelodeon movies?! It was nice to finally catch up with Rafidah after two weeks of working. Few days back, I made my way down to tampines interchange to help shah in choosing the right gift for his beloved girlfriend. I almost forgot how much fun it is to talk just about anything with him.

Oh and did I mention? Ever since shah got attached, every conversation on Msn with him will consist of boring topics such as marriage and relationship. Nampak sangat itu mamat dah gatal nak kahwin. Okay anyway, if I were to pick a song that best describes my life at the moment, it would definitely be bumble bee by maksim. Everything seems to be moving so fast.

One minute I'm sitting in front my laptop, another minute I'll most probably be in the meeting room taking down notes or doing some testing. Up and down. High and low. Hurry hurry hurry. I've been very busy of late with test case documentation, report, minutes and system testing.

My nights are usually spent talking to Siti on the phone or sleeping all night long. Few nights back, I remember Siti spewing nonsense "Kalau siti mati, confirm yana melalak macam nak mampos eh?" "Siti tak rase ade kawan macam yana seh". Gosh! Siti and her dramatic lines.

"Wahai Muhammad, hiduplah sekehendakmu, tapi ingat, sesungguhnya pada suatu hari nanti engkau akan mati. Cintailah siapa saja yang engkau cintai, tetapi ingat, sesungguhnya pada suatu hari nanti engkau akan berpisah dengannya ...". This got me thinking.
Liyana Ramlan at 5:14 PM